tarnia lit a candle on 15th May, 2008:

hello mamma,hope your ok and hope youve been enjoying the nice hot weather.bought millie-may a nice big paddling pool the other day with a spraying palm tree and pink balls in it,its amazing and she loves it.shes 13 weeks tommorrow,going so bloody fast,she smiles and giggles now and coo's at us all the time,its amazing.i bet you have already seen her.she had her 2nd lot of jabs yesterday,liam had to take her i couldnt see her in that much pain,its horrible.really miss our chats mamma,we didnt get to chat much after millie-may was born and tell you how i'm feeling and how i'm finding mother hood etc,but i suppose you already know because i still talk to you all the time.anyway got to go and bath millie-may and feed her then bedtime.she sleeps about 10 and a half hours now at night.speak to you soon.love you loads and missing you more than ever love tarnia,liam and millie-may xxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 7th May, 2008:

hiya mamma hope your ok.missing you so much.Millie-Mays nearly 3 months old now.thats gone really quick.hope your avin a nice time,the weathers been great for the past few days.if you get chance go and visit leon and give him some love and comfort him,hes had some bad news,his best friend has died. love you so much mamma, all three of us think of you everyday,and your picture is still up on top of millie-mays draws.love you loads and missing you more than ever lots of love the three of us xxxx

rosie lit a candle on 29th April, 2008:

hello mamma hope your ok up there missing you, im coming to see you soon it looks nice,they took our flowers off so were going to try and make it pretty for you anyway im off love you xx night night xx sweet dreams xx

tarnia lit a candle on 27th April, 2008:

morning mamma hope your ok?!missing you loads.had a nice day yesteday,went out with some friends and had a nice meal.My friend kelly had her scan friday so got to see that,they havent found out what there having they want to keep it a suprise. went and bought millie-may a tigger door bouncer,she loves it.its a bit big for her but she looks so cute in it.you've probly seen her already.haha.going to take millie-may for a walk today if the weather stays fine,if your not doing anything come and join us.talk to you later.lots of love and kisses,and missing you more than ever love tarnia,liam and millie-may xxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 20th April, 2008:

hello mamma.hope your ok.went to the gym friday,and came to see you on the way home.my flowers have been took away now because they had died.but mums stephen and grandads are still there because they are silk and will last forever.but dont worry i will get you some more when i next come down to go woth the knome and plaque that i bought you.went down to pauls yesterday and mum and grandad wa there having tea.bet your having a right good dance up there mamma with the little angels.and i know that your watching over us all especially millie-may.anyway mamma i will try and write to you later because im off out now to get some fresh air and a bit more shopping.love you loads and missing you more than ever love from the 3 of us xxxxx

steph lit a candle on 17th April, 2008:

Hi Mum hope your ok wherever you are, went for a lovely meal last night with tarnia liam and millie moo and grandad, was lovely but just felt so wrong and that something was missin....YOU!!! its times like that I am still finding it really hard mum when we are out together and you should still be with us, came home and cried and cried.
Had paul and leon and stephen round for tea tonight was lovely now paul has gone for a drink up castle with dad.Got millie moo for couple of hours tomorrow am soo excited going to have a walk up to your garden to see you in the afternoon.still been lookin for a pony and think stephen and i may have found one hopin to make arrangements to go and have a look at him, be easier now we have the lorry back, stephen got a show on sunday but think paul rosie lee and me are going out walking sunday, right am off to bed now nite nite god bless mum love and missin you more and more each day still broken hearted daughter steph xxx

tarnia lit a candle on 16th April, 2008:

hello mamma hope your ok.had millie-may's 8 week check today she is doing fine she also had her 1st set of jabs,it was horrible.had her weighed yesterday aswell 9lb 8oz little fatty.haha.hope you like your knome and plaque that i got you,when i saw them i thought of you straight away.mum paul and grandad are coming up tonight and we are all going out for something to eat,i wish you was with us and able to come out for dinner,we are going to the same place that we went to for my birthday when you came.hope your having a good time werever you are,i can just picture you now teaching all the angels to dance and making them pretty dresses,bet your running out of material to make them haha.anyway got to go mamma millie-may's screaming her head off lol....speak to you soon.love you loads and missing you more than ever love tarnia liam and millie-may xxxxxxx

rosie lit a candle on 14th April, 2008:

hello mamma been to see your garden today its looking nice upset me abit first time iv been since u went to your garden went with mum hope your ok up there,missing you so much keep thinking about you resently you keep playing on my mind and theres other stuff on my mind as you will know off.been to mums tonight and had tea and painted my toe nails haha as you wil know mums looking for a pony and we might be getting blue back yay!! right mamma going to go ill come and see you again at your garden sleep tight love you loads rosie beann!! mwah x x x x x x

tarnia lit a candle on 13th April, 2008:

hello mamma.hope you ok and that you have had a nice day today.bet you have been at the horse show with stephen and mum. Me, Liam and Miilie-May have been to birmingham shopping today and got Millie-May some really nice strate leg jeans with some gorgeous brown boots. going to start going to the gym now with my friend bec on a friday afternoon so mum can look after Millie-May.got Millie-May's jabs on wednesday,dreading it,haha.also got my post natal appointment then aswell so i will let you know how i go on.i will come and see you tomorrow,i hope mums had chance to drop your presents off for me,if not i'll try and fetch them and bring them with me tomorrow when i come down.Also going to see grandad tomorrow to drop some cds off that i borrowed.anyway i will write again tomorrow night but i will see you in the morning,love you loads and missing you more than ever love Tarnia Liam and Millie-May xxx

rosie lit a candle on 11th April, 2008:

hello mamma hope you ok,missin you loads think im comin to see you today tarnias here with millie shes just bin sick all on my boobs lol, ill write tomorrow or later missin you love you loads x x x x x(L)

steph lit a candle on 9th April, 2008:

evening mum, hope your ok took dad to see uncle allen tonight and it was just like going back all the years, sat and had a really good laugh bout he good old days. It was lovely to see him but he is not well, but like you he soldiers on.
got wicked toothache so try and make it go away mum and make me feel better please.
still riding round in the kermit cruiser and i would like to say a massive thank you for giving me your car x everytime i get in the car i can smell you which is nice and i know your not far away. there was one bright star in the sky tonight and i knew it was you, i waved to you. hope to come to your new home at weekend to check the flowers and sort out your beautiful garden love and massive kisses to you love heartbroken daughter steph xxx

mary fuck!! lit a candle on 7th April, 2008:

Hello mum not got a lot to say tonight been round to see dad to check he is ok.
called into beryls for my tea and then called in stephens too, seems like he is my right hand man at the min,think we are leaning on each other to give each other strength, never felt so close to him as i do rite now.
found it really hard going today,hope you can somehow start to make things better for me as its killin me, just want to be with you mum, am missin you so much, still so heart broken mum what am i ever gonna do now your gone love steph xxx

tarnia lit a candle on 4th April, 2008:

hello mamma,hope you are ok.came to see you today i hope you listened to everything i said.Millie-May was grunting away to you too,and guess what she always seems to have a poo when shes at your new home haha!!your flowers are still looking lovely.hope you find time to come and have a bath with Millie-May again tonight,you wont be able to pop it though because it a hard plastic bath not a blow up one you bugger!!anywa going for my dinner now mamma.speak to you soon.love you loads big kisses from us all love you xxxx

stephanie dean lit a candle on 3rd April, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Hope your ok, well you gave Rosie the fright of her life tonight when she thought she had seen you, but I told her not to be scared that your only watchin over her.
My friend and I had a right laugh yesterday at work when i was telling her bout your sewing shed and she told me bout the time when she was younger and she cut her hair with the pinkin scissors, I can just see you now laughing and snorting your head off, we laughed til we cried at work yesterday!!!
I waved to you again this morning, your garden still looks lovely but when the wreaths start to die apart from ours and dads i am going to plant some pansies there for you, they got them on sale at tesco, thought bout you tonight when i was in there i bumped into lorraine and thought bout the time we nearly got thrown out for laughing!!
Just done Rosies nails for her record of acheivement at school tomorrow, hope you find the time to call in and watch her get her awards, its about 2 o'clock.
Right going to drop her off home and get a shower and bed, got the day off tomorrow to get my jobs done and then picking dad up and going to school.
Nite nite, love you massively mum and missin you soo much love broken hearted mary fook!!!

tarnia lit a candle on 3rd April, 2008:

hello mamma,hope your ok and have been out somewhere nice today.i know youve been here you bugger,i bought a frame so you didn't have to pick that photo up when it fell over,not for you to knock it over!!haha.oh well at least i no you were here.thanks for keeping Millie-May up for me all day today,hopefully she will sleep all night tonight.going to pop and see you tomorrow so i hope your going to be at your new home.thank you for visiting me in my dreams aswell lastnight,you looked beautiful.also thank you so much for Millie-Mays blanket you knitted she had it over her today in her rocker.Anyway going to bath Millie-May so if your not already in bed come and have a splash with us.love and big kisses from us all love you loads xxxxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 1st April, 2008:

hello mamma,been thinking about you all day.been and bought a frame today for that picture of you and Millie-May,so that means you don't have to keep picking it up when it falls over.Also been to have Millie-May weighed today 8lb 14oz the little fatty.she growing so fast,but you already know that because i bet you spend most of your time with her.Shes been loads better on her new milk and shes been really happy all day and smiling at everyone.Going to try and pop down tomorrow to see you in your new home so try and make sure your there so we can have a chat.Missing you so much mamma and i love you loads.hopefully speak to you tomorrow,if i dont get down tomorrow then i'll definately get down 1 day in the week.going to bath Millie-May now.hopefully add some more stuff to your site at some point.Love you loads and big kisses from us all.xxxxxxxxxx

rosie lit a candle on 1st April, 2008:

morning mamma hope you ok went by the graveyard and seen your garden looks so nice! miss you so much carnt stop and talk. soo see you soon love you loads xx xx xx

stephanie dean lit a candle on 31st March, 2008:

Hi Mum back at work today for the first time in three weeks, the day has gone so quickly but you were on my mind constantly.
Been so busy today, just hope the week goes as quick!!
Called to see your beautiful garden tonight on the way home from work and bumped into Tarnia Liam and Millie Moo!!
We have taken all the cards from your beautiful flowers to give to Dad to keep them safe and stop them from fading and to put them altogether in your memorial book.
Off to Stephens to iron his shirts for work!!
Love and miss you so much Mum,just hope my broken heart soon heals as its so hard to not have you around, nite nite broken hearted daughter Mary Fook!! Steph xxx

Rosie lit a candle on 31st March, 2008:

mamma been thinking of you alot and i hope your hear now listening and i miss you loads and i know we wasnt very close but you still the best mamma,we all you to say what whould we do without you now look at us got no choice now, but as long as your ok,i can always remember aswell well i use to go horse riding lessons with stevan and you brought me my first horse riding hat and horse riding book and you said read that and you will know everything about horses you always made people feel better when they was down and when you knittered us the blankets i can also remember about 2months ago you was trying to knitt some slippers and you couldnt get them the same size so you went on one but you still made us all laugh and you'v gave us the best life we could have took us places when we use to go countrying western with our suites same colour as ours i use to love it.we all still laugh at when you use to laugh and then snort that you to bring tears to my eyes and still does when i think about it,i still think of you every day and night and not be one day when i dont think of you ever! and if you wanted something doing it was never half a job it was full job or not at all and if they was one thing out of place in her house she would go bonkers and start cleaning i think thats were me and mum get it from mamma! you will be sadley missed mamma never forget you you was amazing mamma and always there and always wanting to help people and always up for a laugh no matter what love you loads mamma (15th march 2008) love you mamma night big-kisses for you love you so much night sleep tight ! Rosie.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 29th March, 2008:

Morning Mamma,sorry i dint write yesterday,as you probably know Millie-May was a little bugger yesterday and shes not very well.I will write to you later because im just about to go out,just wanted to say morning and that i love and miss you loads. Hope your still dancing up there.love Tarnia,Liam and Millie-may xxx

Stephanie Dean lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

well mum no phone call to make to you every single day, no bursting through the back door to say how you been today
but sat out on my door step and saw the brightest star,
and knew straight away thats you because i know your never far.
Its been so hard to part with you but they say they take the best, well when god called you home that day he choose you from all the rest.
to be so brave and unselfish for long you did remain,
i treasure everything you did for us all
it was never done in vain.
your qualities in life was for perfection through and through
whenever you wanted a job done properly
ask mamma and she would always say" i will do"
they say you only have one mum and boy is it true
the day god calls you home to rest
is the day you feel is forever blue.
but time is one great healer and i know it will get better
coz one thing i know you dont want is for me to sit round and be a fretter.
like you always said to me
life is no rehersal
go out in life and do your thing but one thing "just be careful"
until we meet again heartbroken daughter Stephanie mamma to beautiful princess millie-moo!!

Tarnia lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

mamma,been thinkin about you loads today,Millie-May has been a right little bugger today,she's either doing it on purpose to try and take my mind off you or she's just really missing you like all of us.She's 6 weeks old tomorrow,that has gone really fast, doesn't seem long since we sat in your conservatory me you liam grandad and Millie-May.I have never seen such a big smile on your face ever because you met your great grandaughter for the 1st time.I can remember ringing you when we were on our way down and sayin 'are you excited?' and you said ' of course i am you silly bugger, i've waited a long time for this' and i truly beleive thats what you did 'waited and hung on for your Millie-May'.I am really glad you got to meet her.You have been like a mum to me this past 2 years mamma and was there for me through all of my pregnancy even though you had all your own worries and stress of your illness and you made sure we spoke most nights to make sure we were both ok and tell each other what we had both been upto. I still remember the last time we spoke like it was just yesterday,you rung me to say that you had finished making Millie-Mays blanket even though you struggled you made sure you had finished it before you went,thank you i will treasure that blanket and keep it for when Millie-May grows up and tell her what a special mamma you are and what you did for her.I still can't quite belive your gone mamma,i still expect my phone to ring and it to be you.It was a really good turn out yesterday at your funeral,but you probably know that already.Bet you had the biggest smile on your face when you saw how well the family got on and pulled together,i know thats what you wanted.You had some lovely flowers, hope you liked ours,sorry they weren't artificial but you did say real flowers should only be used for funerals so please don't be mad.sorry i couldn't bring myself to visit you in the chapel of rest but i have alot of good memories of you and i want to keep them as i remember them,hope you understand,well i know you do cuz you gave me a sign tuesday night and made my mind up for me,thank you.anyway mamma i will nener say goodbye bcause in my eyes you will never be gone,and i know you'l never be far away from Millie-May.Keep on dancing with all the little angels up there.Dont worry about grandad we will all look after him,i'm going to see him at the weekend so we can all give him some love and cheer him up.He really misses you so if you get chance please go and visit him and let him know your ok.Love you loads and miss you more than anything love Tarnia,Liam and Millie-May xxxxxxxxxx

Tarnia lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

My beautiful mamma, i was always saying "don't know what we'd all do without you!" Now look at us, without a choice and in the dark. So i light this candle for you mamma, in hope that with it, you can guide us all through life, helping us to make the right decisions. Not one day will pass where i dont think of you! I will love you always love and big kisses Tarnia, Liam and Millie-May. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 11th May, 2008:

hello mamma.been really hot today so bet you've bin sunbathing in ya bikini.haha.hope its nice were ever you are, i no it will be because you will make sure of it.hope you've had chance to visit everyone. thanks for helping me today, you know what i mean when i say that.you were always there to make the right decisions.love you lots mamma love tarnia liam n millie-may xxxxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 2nd May, 2008:

hello mamma.hope your ok.sorry havent wrote to you for a while been really busy.came to see you yesterday with millie-may.think you were out though because it didnt seem like you were there.you was probly on a beach somewhere nice and hot!!millie-mays growing so fast.hope its nice where ever you are mamma,you deserve that!anyway got to dash making a curry tonight and loads to do still.love you more than ever love tarnia,liam and millie-may xxx

rosie lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

hello mamma hope your ok up there just at school doing maths so i thought id right you a little note,hope everythings going ok,having a spray tan on thurseday hope it doesnt go on wrong well anyway best get going teachers will be in in a minute soo talk soon love youuuu xxx.xxx

tarnia lit a candle on 22nd April, 2008:

morning mamma.hope your ok.we are all missing u so much.stephens birthday friday so try and go and visit him plz he would like that.im going to come and see you friday aswell.weathers getting better so hope youve been out.i'll write later cuz just going out.love you loads and missing you like crazy.love the 3 of us xxxxxx

steph lit a candle on 18th April, 2008:

Hi Mum hope your ok wherever you are, went for a lovely meal last night with tarnia liam and millie moo and grandad, was lovely but just felt so wrong and that something was missin....YOU!!! its times like that I am still finding it really hard mum when we are out together and you should still be with us, came home and cried and cried.
Had paul and leon and stephen round for tea tonight was lovely now paul has gone for a drink up castle with dad.Got millie moo for couple of hours tomorrow am soo excited going to have a walk up to your garden to see you in the afternoon.still been lookin for a pony and think stephen and i may have found one hopin to make arrangements to go and have a look at him, be easier now we have the lorry back, stephen got a show on sunday but think paul rosie lee and me are going out walking sunday, right am off to bed now nite nite god bless mum love and missin you more and more each day still broken hearted daughter steph xxx

tarnia lit a candle on 17th April, 2008:

hello mamma hope your ok.went for a meal lastnight with paul mum n grandada,was really nice to see grandad smiling again.Millie-may was asleep the whole time we was out,when we came home we bathed her and fed her in the bath then put her to bed.shes starting to sleep all the way through now,its great.we are going out again tonight to meet my friend that i met while i was in hospital,cant wait,then tomorrow im starting the gym with my other friend and mum is having Millie-may.They are going to have a walk down to see you i think,so you will see Millie-may 2 times tomorrow because i'm going to come and see you before i go to the gym.anyway i'll speak to you tomorrow mamma going to have a nice bath while shes asleep.love you loads and missin you more than ever.love the three of us.xxxx

steph lit a candle on 16th April, 2008:

hi mum been really busy with stephen this week and at last we got the lorry back all ready to go to the shows.can just imagine you wanting to get in with the bleach and scrub it out can see you now standing there sayin" come out the road and let me clean it up" just need to get some material for some curtains and thats another reason where we really miss you, you would of had them run up in no time.Brought Rosie down yesterday and brought your garden knomes that tarnia brought you and your garden is starting to settle now and prob in another week we can think bout re-viewing the wreaths and looking at whatb state they are in, cant believe how long they have lasted.Going over to see Tarnia Liam and Millie Moo tomorrow night and having dinner with them.Really excited bout Fri afternoon ,having Millie Moo all to myself for couple of hours, cant wait!!!
Finally got the brown leather settee and the black coffee tables from pauls, took four men and a bent front and back door to get it inhere but we can laugh bout it now!!
any way must finally get in bed on late writing to you as i have advertised the horse trailer for stephen and thought i had to write to you, hope your somewhere nice mum still finding it really hard without you i miss you soo much every day mum, what i would do to have you back home with us all, just hope your at peace and are happy love you so much nite nite mum love broken heartyed daughter steph xxx

laurie Kathryn Coleman's Mommy lit a candle on 14th April, 2008:

Good morning Janet, I wanted to stop by and light this candle for you. I want your family to know they will always be in my thoughts and prayers. If you see my little girl Kat Kat please give her a hug from her mommy and tell her I love her.

To Janet's family, I pray you all are doing well. I miss my family so much, not a day goes by I don't think about them. I pray you are staying strong. With Love Always Laurie

tarnia lit a candle on 12th April, 2008:

hello mamma.hope your ok.sorry i didnt come to see ou yesterday but it was chucking it down and didnt want to get out and get millie out the car and get drenched so ive dropped your pressies off with mum and shes going to bring them to you because she will see you before i do.i no you wouldnt of beeere yesterday anyway cuz of the weather you would of been somewhere nice....like on a beach somewhere.haha.took some more pictures of millie-may today and had them printed....i wish you was here to see her now...shes really coming along nicely and geting big.not be long till shes dancing in them shoes you bought her,there still at grandads though so she will have them when shes bigger and they fit her.went to see grandad yesterday,he's doing ok but really missing you,especially at night when hes on his own so try and find time to go and see him and cheer him up.cheers him up when i take millie-may,he loves her to bits.anyway mamma ill try d write to you tomorrow cuz just going out to our mates for a curry.haha.speak soon.love you millions and missing you more than ever.love the 3 of us.xxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 11th April, 2008:

hello mamma.hope your ok.missing you so much.just at pauls today,going to come and see you today got you a present for your new home,hope you like it.going to try and see grandad today aswell,he said we can have your bean bag for Millie-May to sit in.hope you don't mind,i know you wont because you'll have somewhere to sit aswell when you come and see us.anyway i'll write to you later when ive been to see you.love you loads see you soon love the three of us xxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 8th April, 2008:

hello mamma sorry avn't wrote for a few days been really busy with Millie-May and trying to get her in at doctors for a rash on her face and sort her milk out.as you know though i came to see you monday and your garden is still looking beautiful.Had Millie-May weighed today 9lb 3oz the little fatty.haha.missing you so much mamma,i still think its a really bad dream and im going to wake up and everything is going to be alright and your going to be here on the other end of the phone having a girly chat with me and telling me who you've pissed off today or whos pissed you off haha.anyway mamma im off to bath Millie-May,come and join us,but don't pop the new bath haha.love you loads and i'll speak to you soon.missing you lots of love from the 3 of us.xxxxxxxxx

mary fuck!! lit a candle on 6th April, 2008:

Hey up mam , sorry i aint been in touch all weekend been busy with stephen up the farm, guess what we mite be getting blue back next week.long story i will tell you more when we get him up the yard. lorry still aint quite finished yet but we are on the case!!
WENT TO LOOK AT THE RESCUE PONIES TODAY BUT TO BE HONEST THEY ARE ONLY FIR FOR THE MEAT MAN.Had rosie with us all yesterday which was nice, aint seen millie moo this weekend but tarnia texted and said she was ok apart from a sore eye but told her to take her to dr's if she no better.
You will never guess what but some cheeky bastards nicked my lead flashing off my bay window now but its all sorted geraldine came down and sorted it.right am off to bed now back is playin up again and am shattered love and mis you loads chat soon love you Lady Mary Fuck!!

rosie lit a candle on 4th April, 2008:

hello mamma hope your ok,il come and seeyou at the weekend love you ! xxxxx

stephanie dean lit a candle on 3rd April, 2008:

Hi Mum,
Hope your ok, well you gave Rosie the fright of her life tonight when she thought she had seen you, but I told her not to be scared that your only watchin over her.
My friend and I had a right laugh yesterday at work when i was telling her bout your sewing shed and she told me bout the time when she was younger and she cut her hair with the pinkin scissors, I can just see you now laughing and snorting your head off, we laughed til we cried at work yesterday!!!
I waved to you again this morning, your garden still looks lovely but when the wreaths start to die apart from ours and dads i am going to plant some pansies there for you, they got them on sale at tesco, thought bout you tonight when i was in there i bumped into lorraine and thought bout the time we nearly got thrown out for laughing!!
Just done Rosies nails for her record of acheivement at school tomorrow, hope you find the time to call in and watch her get her awards, its about 2 o'clock.
Right going to drop her off home and get a shower and bed, got the day off tomorrow to get my jobs done and then picking dad up and going to school.
Nite nite, love you massively mum and missin you soo much love broken hearted mary fook!!!

rosie lit a candle on 2nd April, 2008:

morning mamma hope you ok,missin you il come and visit you soon at weekend and we'll have a chat love you xxxxx

stephanie dean lit a candle on 1st April, 2008:

evenin mum!
had yet another busy day but again your never far away from my thoughts.
I rang Uncle allenn who sent you some beautiful flowers and Dad and i are going to see him one nite in the week.
Just about to e-mail Aunty Linda to thank her for your flowers too.
Just had a proper look at your web page and its been visited 114 times Mrs Popular!!! but then again you always was and always made so many friends along the way and no doubt makin lots more wherever you are.
I wave to you every mornin on my way to work and can see your beautiful garden, I will make sure its kept just the way you like it full of nice flowers and very colourful just like you lived your life.Dad gone back to work today for the first time, at least it should keep him occupied and out the Castle!!
He has taxed your car for me today and I would like to thank you for givin me the kermit cruser and i will treasure that always.
chat to you tomorrow mum love and miss you sooo much i know your never far away
broken hearted daughter mary fook!!(steph xxx)

tarnia lit a candle on 1st April, 2008:

hello mamma,hope your ok.went to see you today in your beautiful new home,suprisingly i thought it would upset me but it didn't it was nice to see and speak to you,even though i know you aren't really there because your too busy to be staying in the same place. hope you've had chance to go and see grandad and mum and stephen.i no you've been here to see us,but i always said you would never be far away from Millie-May. was it you that put that photo back up of you and Millie-May?because i shut the door and it fell and i didnt pick it back up because it was about 4am and i was knackered so when i got up in the morning i thought i will pick that photo up but it was already up.hope you like the leona song mamma,i can remember hearing it when i was with you and you told me to turn it up so this song reminds me of you so much and i play it all day!!Liam goes back to work today after 6 weeks off,so i've got Millie-May all day on my own from now on so come and see us,be nice to have a chat!just wish u was not only here in spirit but in person so i could have one of those big kisses and cuddles we used to have,but now you would be able to get your arms a the way around me because in not a big fatty now Millie-Mays here.Anyway mamma im going to bath Millie-May then feed her and bed because im so tired. spent the last 3 hours round ikea with her screaming in my ear all the way round.haha.love you loads and speak to you soon.love tarnia liam and Millie-May xxx

tarnia lit a candle on 31st March, 2008:

Morning mamma,hope your ok.we went to the horse show yesterday with stephen grandad and mum,i know you were thersomewhere because you wouldn't of missed it for the world.As you already know Stephen won. Mum is going to try and get a pony and name it after you 'Janet' and then hopefully when Millie-May is a bit bigger she can show it. After the horse show me liam and Millie-May went for a nice walk the weather was great. Me and liam was thinkin about when we took you out for a drink with paul to the seven oaks and you was talking really loud when there was a quiz going onin the pub and then they bought sandwiches out for the peole that had taken part in the quiz,which we didnt but you still pinched them anyway and as you were eating them you spat cheese all over liam.haha.and you were so pleased that liam walked hand in hand with you from the car then when we were leaving he went and fetched the car and drove it right up to the door for you,you thought that you were the queen,and you are 'the queen of Mamma's'.Anyway mamma i'd love to chat to you all day but we are going out and got to take Millie-May to doctors later so i'll try and write to you later.love you loads love the three of us xxxxxx

tarnia lit a candle on 29th March, 2008:

hi mamma just a quick chat as we normally would most nights to let each other know how we are.been out for a drive today and been to try and sort Millie-Mays milk out because shes still unsettled.Also been to a friends birthday party but came away because Millie-May was crying in agony for ages. Just gave her a bath and now shes being fed then hopefully she'll go to sleep because im knackered.Been really bad weather today so i hope you have been somewhere nice and warm,no doubt on some beach somewhere in your deck chair sun bathing.Anyway mamma im going to try and get some sleep now so i'll speak to you tomorrow.Take care and keep shining down on us all.Love you loads love Tarnia,Liam and Millie-May xxx

Laurie (Kathryn Coleman's Mommy) lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

My deepest condolences to Janet's family, I am so sorry for your loss. May Janet rest peacefully in the arms of Jesus. I definately feel your pain as I lost a son 19 years ago, he was born without kidneys and had other complications, On Sept 11, 2007 I lost my 10 year old daughter Kathryn Coleman, then on March 18, 2008 I lost Kathryn's father (the love of my life for 16 years)he literally drank himself to death, he couldn't handle losing our little girl, the only comfort I have is knowing the two of them are together watching over me and my 16 year old daughter Brittany. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers, if you ever need a friend please email me at katkatsmommy@yahoo.com or feel free to visit Kat's site her name is Kathryn Coleman, I have pictures of her father and brother on the site as well. Take Care, with love laurie, God Bless Us All.

Phil Ulyatt lit a candle on 28th March, 2008:

Janet, through the few years that I know you, the bond and love grew with us both. You will be sadly missed by all. Your loving Husband, Son, Daughter, grand children and friends, they have all enjoyed your life, and must be remembered for all the good time. All the smiles and laughter will never go away in our hearts. Even your quirky ways, are remembered every day with a smile from you. Keep that smile, I'll see you again, ow, try not to collect too many butterfly's and plastic flowers before I get there - love always xx

stephen woollands lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

mum
although This has one day of many without you. i could hear you this morning when i woke and you said to me "pick your shit up and get on with life its been on hold long enough dealing with your broken heart for me and others that your no longer with, but remember this is the 1st day of the rest of your life, all i want is you to be happy, so go on and make me proud and start and change the things that you need to, to get there, but one thing you should never change is your ability to show ur feelings towards those who you love and care about as thats something you'v learnt the hard way, and will be of benifit to you.one day im sure, but be true to yourself. now get your arse out of bed and bog off to work. thanks mum sleep tight i know your never be far away.xx